Even though you say you do, I know that you don't feel the same way that I do.

If you did, I wouldn't be here and you wouldn't be there.

We would be some place together.

this is my first post here.

i wish i fit in with you guys. i probably could, but i am too scared to find out. you are so lucky that you have such good friends. never forget that. 

i want to say things to you

but i don't want to seem weak

because then you'll think you have all the power

and the truth is you do

i lied about why i didnt come.

Come back.

none of what happened is my fault

i wasnt there everyone stop blaming me.

I hate that you don't think of me as a friend.

I don't know what I did to make you dislike me this way.

It sucks to hear.