michael jackson died.

This place will consume you. I need to leave, I'm sorry.

I don't want to feel like this for the rest of my life.
Every year gets worse.
I can't handle this today.
But most of the time, I feel like I deserve this.

It's no secret but I miss Dylan so much, I haven't got to talk to him for ten days and I can't believe they had to take a piece of his skull out. It's unreal what can happen on an ordinary day, I never want to take for granted anything. 

I'm gonna be lost with you guys gone.

Sometimes it sucks how sad I am....that I will never fuck Mel Gibson.

Sometimes I think you stay with these people, you walk all over them, because you are scared you might actually care about me and I'm not good enough for your friends.

seriously, that was the most perfect thing ever.
i love our talks.
you always make me feel so wise.
i hope i helped you as much as you helped me.
i love you.
even though you wont ever see this.

im using every ounce of strength to not cry...
whoops, looks like im not strong enough.


FUCK YOU for treating me like this

I should have never let myself feel this way.

I am not a good person. I'm slowly realizing that.

I want someone to lay down and look at the stars with me.

i know ive fucked up in the past and never quite been anybody or done anything in my life but i feel good about whats coming up.


im sorry slo bro's i love you guys.

I dream about you every night.

Sometimes I wish it would stop.

Then maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad to wake up.

i wish you could see the person i could be,
for you...with you.

maybe I'm just not enough, and that's okay.
because regardless of how you act to me, ill always be there for you
even when nobody else will.

I predicted that this would happen.

You're no different from the rest of them.

I can't look at old pictures anymore.

I can't believe that you're really gone.

its complicated, what did you expect?

I love Kylie Hargrove.
-Triston

i think. i may have a new crush.

You're confusing the hell out of me.
Do you like me or not?

what do you want from me?

goddamnit, i miss you.

I want this feeling to go away.

I'm so so sorry.

Wow, I haven't been on this in a while...do people from slo post on here anymore?

-natalye 

I think I may be attracted to situations I know won't work.

I wish you would just talk to me.. Just one word.

I miss you.

i've found the person i'm going to be with for a very long time, i don't know if we'll get married or not, but i just know its for the long hall. its such a relief because there is nobody who can cheer me up or make me feel the way this person does. its weird because i feel like nobody can relate to this because normally it takes longer to find this person. 

It seems like  a lot of people I know use their depression to get sympathy from people and/or more attention. I could be completely wrong but that's what it feels like.

I have a problem

i dont know how i do it...
every place i go is worse than the last.
every situation is more depressing.
ive got a feeling that i dont belong here.
ive got this lingering thought of suicide.
i just hope that one day ill have the balls to do it...

im so fucking tired.

I don't feel like getting up and going outside ever again.

i want to tell you i like you, but...
you might already know
you might not care
you might not think its genuine, or worth persuing
and it might make my position worse.

soi guess ill just wait untill its obvious enough for you.

shitty anarcho punks

I still don't know what you think, but I wish I did.

i could tell you i'm sorry, but i'm not ready to tell you why.

I'm so very happy with my life.
I feel like everything is falling right into place. =]

I'm sorry I haven't been myself. I keep saying I'm sick and I need to be away but I'm sick inside.
I think I've finally done it...I've gone crazy.
I love you all so much but I have issues to deal with and it's really hard for me to share my feelings without getting angry. Stick with me I don't want to be as alone as I feel. Text me.

i hate everyone except for you i cant wait to see you tomorrow

I think there's something wrong with me.

I think punxecret should be deleted altogether. 

Nick Vicars

my life has been so rediculous lately, and im so incredibly lost.
all i can do is laugh about it and hope that things will get better.

i have no idea what i am doing with myself.
but it feels okay.

I know that this is only temporary,
and so I'm trying to not let myself get too into it.

This was the place that I could write down and share my thoughts and secrets, and now it's been ruined for me.
Thanks for deleting my posts and turning this into one more place where my thoughts aren't good enough.

i love megan o' brien

even though its only been 3 days i miss you so muchhhhhh!

I really do like you.
That's the problem.

coffee?

Good idea.

Anythng else?

Not until this cup is empty.

expect nothing, keep moving.

Alright, to start this shit off again...

Where do I go now? I was so psyched.

i did it...

so what?