Wednesday, June 17, 2009

i dont know how i do it...
every place i go is worse than the last.
every situation is more depressing.
ive got a feeling that i dont belong here.
ive got this lingering thought of suicide.
i just hope that one day ill have the balls to do it...

im so fucking tired.
Posted by at

1 comment:

  1. Judo RhapsodeJune 17, 2009 at 10:38 PM

    Life swings in a pendulum; from bad to good, good to bad. Suicide unhinges this pendulum and prevents it from swinging back into the positive.

    Anonymity allows you to post with such openness, but it also prevents me from calling you and talking with you—telling you that your words are heard, listening to your stories, and sharing your ideas on life.

    Life is full of pain, but from that pain, the strong can forge joy and happiness. And with the help of friends, I have belief you can survive this negative period of the pendulum's cycle.

    I may not know you in person, but you have a friend with whom to speak, if you so wish it.

    Come visit me and leave a comment if you want to talk.

    ReplyDelete

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)