i've always admired you. always....
at this point in my life i don't know what to do about it. we live so close...so close.
you're in a relationship and it kills me. fucking MURDERS me. i know that i'm in a few relationships myself...but that's way different. i want the best for you, obviously, but i would love it if you guys would break up.
i'm looking at you right now. you are so perfect in each and every single possible way. dang.

i feel that something could happen between us at any time. i guess only time and the occasional prayer will tell.
i hope you recognize my hand writing...

;)