Friday, July 31, 2009

Even though you say you do, I know that you don't feel the same way that I do.
If you did, I wouldn't be here and you wouldn't be there.
We would be some place together.
this is my first post here.
i wish i fit in with you guys. i probably could, but i am too scared to find out. you are so lucky that you have such good friends. never forget that. 

Thursday, July 30, 2009

i want to say things to you
but i don't want to seem weak
because then you'll think you have all the power
and the truth is you do
i lied about why i didnt come.
Come back.
none of what happened is my fault

i wasnt there everyone stop blaming me.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I hate that you don't think of me as a friend.
I don't know what I did to make you dislike me this way.
It sucks to hear.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

i honestly believe that you are the love of my life
but things never seem to work out between us, it really sucks
I hate you right now.
I don't know if things could ever be the same after this.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

im just looking for my chelsea bearing babe

Friday, July 24, 2009

i love you



i doubt i will see you anytime soon

Thursday, July 23, 2009

i hate punxecret posts that i didnt post, but people think i did.

soooo yeahh...

fuck you

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

i always end up hooking up or being attracted to one of my friends ex girlfriends.
but this time its different, i could give a shit less about you, and you took her for granted anyway.
she deserved better, and i hope i can be better.
i miss you so much it hurts.

Monday, July 20, 2009

3 of us are sitting on a bed on seperate computers, we are all on this site.


fuck us
i wonder what comes next
I'm pretty sure...
you wouldn't talk to me nearly as much if we didn't have sex
and you wouldn't have sex with me if you had any other option

Sunday, July 19, 2009

if i kissed you last night, would you have kissed back?
if you say you're going to do something, then do it.
You were right.
Things are different.
This time I'm going to do it right.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

ha "youre so good"


i know i am

Friday, July 17, 2009

A lot of people have cheated on their significant others with me.
i just want someplace i can go where i can feel at home
Today was really hard, and I know things are only going to get harder.
But somehow, I think things will be okay.
I hope.

she reminded me of me in every way and her vagina wasnt as bitter tasting as yours.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

being gone was sort of a detox, now im back in this house and stealing them again. shit.
mallory watje, sing me a song



oh and i have this threesome planned sooooo.....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

I don't want this distance and time to fuck things up. I'm not gonna stop liking you.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

i wish i could believe in god.
I'm so lost.
i can't believe this happened and how things are now. you will heal but will you ever be back to the same person you were before? i didn't know this was in the cards for us, we had it all planned out and now? now i can't say anything is for sure. your heart feels the same but you head got fucked and now you are different, you could come back like you were or stay like this. it really scares me, so please come back i'm trying so hard to be positive for the both of us. 
I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck, heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying

Monday, July 13, 2009

i am very happy where i am.
but
i wish you were all here.
i love you all so much.
and
miss you more than i can say.
and
i hope that you are all doing well.





you know who you are.

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Each day I wake up and realize that soon, you will really be gone. and it scares me so much.
I know this is what you want and I want you to be happy.
But it's going to break my heart all over again.
Be safe.

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Good or bad, whatever you could make me feel is worth it.
i really shouldn't be with anyone right now, but i don't want to be alone.
I want to go home. I am not strong enough to do this alone.
what have I got myself into. Everyday I am the farthest I've ever been from home.

I'm sure a lot of you will know who posted this and most of those people should be flattered cause its their company that I long for and wish I could drag along with me while I'm out here.
I wonder what it's like for you to know that you could have me anytime you want me.

Friday, July 10, 2009

I don't know if I miss you the same way you miss me.
But I do miss you a lot and mean that.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

This feeling of seperation is bittersweet. I miss you, but I'm just tired of the bullshit.
It's not very nice to talk shit on your friends. Made me lose even more trust in people. I need out.

Monday, July 6, 2009

I wish you would believe me when I say that I am sorry.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

i slept wrapped in an ammerican flag last night.
im mmerica
i drank too much beer and slept in the pool.
im mmerica
my left biceps name is The Alamo, my right Dubleya(W)
im mmerica
you lit off fire works i blew up a squirrel.
im mmerica

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Hey I just want you guys to try and stay positive and hopeful. So many people say depressing things on here about their lives, and I know life if hard sometimes but you gotta push through and you will find happiness :) 

john shoemate

even though we talk and i get to see you all the time...
i miss you.
i dont know if that makes sense, its hard to explain.
I wear your clothes to bed.
Sometimes I want to say something here, but I know everyone will know it was me anyway, so I don't see the point. 

Friday, July 3, 2009

i cant wait to leave you all behind.
your not the same people i once loved,
or maybe I'm not the same person who once loved you. i hate to say it but i think I've grown up.
either way i want you out of my life, all you do is drag me down.

we're all we will ever need.

PS. i miss you friend, i hope you'll return before its too late

Thursday, July 2, 2009

I know that everyone is worried about me, and that's one of the things that hurts the worst.
I told myself I wouldn't let you guys down, but I'm just not strong enough.
I'm sorry.
I have totally,utterly fallen for you.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

I like the way a vagina smells.
It was meant to be like this.