i can't believe this happened and how things are now. you will heal but will you ever be back to the same person you were before? i didn't know this was in the cards for us, we had it all planned out and now? now i can't say anything is for sure. your heart feels the same but you head got fucked and now you are different, you could come back like you were or stay like this. it really scares me, so please come back i'm trying so hard to be positive for the both of us.